" i wonder if i kept pushing you away, not allowing you to come to my life; if you would keep trying until now. at this very moment - would you been still trying to catch my attention?
darling! that's what hurts the most! what makes me have your remembrances is also what pushes you away from me.
because i have opened my heart, and you came into it. then expectations just have proved been the disease of everything, you wanted me to be exactly what you used to expect but i'm too far from perfection.
once you said "thanks for saving me". but you were the true hero, you always had love. i, instead, used to be indifferent. and that's the opposite to every single way of loving. and you saved me cause i could feel it, i was positively walking though those love fluids, i could have a true smile.
i'm not asking you to come back.
i know we can't be together right now. i know we're about to hurt and silently destroy each other if we try.
i just want, i just need to say that i love you so much
and it's killing me. "
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